First Blog

      Well, I've just realised why i've taken so long to actually get one of these, I haven't a clue what to say. Recently I decided that i'm going to actually do something to make the most out of my life, up to now i've lived my life as most people do, in other words normal. I'm not complaining about living it that way since I have managed to achieve as much as I possibly could up to this point in my life, I just wish I would of tried harder and put more effort into school grades etc.
       I'm 19 and some how i've made it through GCSE's and A Levels and achieved a place in Liverpool John Moores University to study a course in a subject that I enjoy, I start my second year in October 2010. I wish I would of moved to a different city to study, but at the time I had been with my now ex-boyfriend just coming up to a year and could'nt actually face to leave him, but he left me anyway, 5 months later... Here's some advice Don't plan your life around anyone that could just walk away, do what you want to do, alway's put yourself first. But on the plus side I got to keep the friends i've had since sixthform college who I know will be my life long friends. I'm moving in with 3 of them a month today! hopefully if the contract starts when it's supposed to.
       Anyway since my ex-boyfriend left me i''ve sort of been lost, as in not knowing who I am and then a few weeks ago he came back, gave me false hope, and went again, which killed me but also helped me so much, since then I have joined the gym and lost a stone which feels so good. I've also passed my driving theory and will be taking my driving test in roughly 6 weeks. So finally things are looking up for me... It's about time to be honest. Now that you are all up to date on my life up to now, i'm going to make some lists for thing's i'm hoping to achieve this year and a bit more about me.

About Me

• I'm Called Laura Michelle Catherine Rowan
• I was born on the 24th November 1990
• I live in Liverpool, England, United Kingdom
• Study Information Technology and Multimedia Computing in John Moores University
• Single, and intend on staying that way for at least a few years, Don't hold me to that i'm a hopeless Romantic
• Bookworm, give me any book and it will keep me occupied for hours
• Sociable, I hate being alone, I prefer to always have company around me, maybe that's just so I can avoid thinking about my life and becoming depressed, Hopefully all the things i'm looking to achieve this year will go as planned and I won't have any reason to be depressed anymore
• I have a ridiculous phobia, well to be honest it doesnt even exist, I am terrified of anyone dressed up in a fancy dress costume, not to the extent of clowns, just when you can't see any part of their bodies, oh i could cry just thinking about it, if you know anybody like this please let me know, I feel like a freek
• I am a newly found health freak, since joining the gym i'm addicted, can't get enough of it
• I have an obsession with Monkey's, Buy me one and i'll love you forever.

Thing's I Hope To Achieve This Year

• Loose 3 stone 6 pound
• Pass my driving lesson
• Get a car
• Survive living without my mum
• Pass my first year university exam's